?eikie;dreamer//imagine girl?

2010年2月21日星期日Y

20.02.2010

today went out with rainie..

yay^^ take alot of nice picture again..xDD

ben lai, today go teacher's house bai nian..

but.. teacher last night fall down and went into hospital..

i received the cancel call in the moment when i just ready to out..

lol=="

then i call rainie ask her go out..

today i wore yellow.. lol

she say 1st time see me wear "coulor" shirt..

because i everytime wears all black/white/grey..

lmaoxDD

nice shirt today.. lol

we went to pavilion's toilet and took alot of picture..

after back home, i went to dinner with family at bandar bahru ampang..

today my cousin over night at my house..

sommore, sleep with me..

sommore!! want me teach him the spell..

little baby.. quite ma fan..

hahaxDD

tonight..

finally cry out.. since 10sumthing till 12sumthing..

then i call juwei..

we chat till 3am sumthings..

i think many things..

i guess.. final.. its a good news.. maybe.. dont know..

i dont know why i cry oso..

lol

just suddenly want to cry lol.

i 4am only sleep..

freaking tired but not sleepy..

i hate you//hate that i love you ♥I WANT YOU♥

17:13

2010年2月19日星期五Y

19.02.2010

2oday.. saw michelle picture in fb..

OMG!!! o.o

she becaome very pretty!!!

oh~! my lovely michelle loupo~><

miss you alot.. miss pass time when we still same school..

but those day.. never come back anymore..

dear, i miss you alot♥

today training..

yay^^ coach bring me a freaking good news!!^^

i went in A team! OMG~!!

hurray^^!! lmaoxDD

add 1 more day for training from march!

then will be.. monday, friday and saturday..

plus school training..

lol i'm taking badminton everyday except wednesday n sunday..

lol.. quite tired.. sumtimes quite lame..

hahahaxDD tats y sumtimes will ponteng.. lol

i'm freaking happy><>

add 1 more day for training.. that means coach will very very focus.. lol

improve as soon lol^^

and.. coach appointed i become the assistant captain when JAN..

same.. with him..

lol.. but he is school team, i'm private team..

ASSISTANT CAPTAIN !! struggle!!><

tomorrow all kc badminton school team visit teacher's house..

hope having a nice day there..

then having dinner with family after this..

hahaxDD suddenly think of.. 17/2 n 18/2 on phone with juwei loupo til another day de 3am!!!

2 panda chatting on phone in the midnight.. lol

we freaking highxDD

long time dint meet already.. miss u alot...

later on phone with her again>

juweis,

if one day you see my bolg..

just wan to let you know..

i'm freaking miss..

[hate that i love you]

lol

herm..

today.."he"said few times [i love you]

am i happy when the moment i hear that?

lol

i dont know..

i like he treat me like this..

i treat him good oso..

but..

how lehh..

quite in trouble..

what should i do..

he say he will wait me..

lol.. i'm a bad girl..

i think.. i'm going to hurt 1 more people again..

sorry..

i love him..

sorry..

yesterday..

ryan's friend confess to me..

lol.

freaking snide..

aikss><"

these few days..

think of ryan..

think of those 75 days what he gave me..

all he gave me..

happy.. he gave me what i hope to get..

but.. not the final things i need..

i cant get it from him?

why?i know.. there's somethings block between us..

when i writing this.. my heart feels sad.. pain? dont know..

going cry.. but not tears seriously..

ryan..

i like you.. as friend as lover..

i dint regret we break..

coz i know you're not the one whom in the deep of my heart..

i will appreciate all the memories with ryan..

last time..

[eikie's baberyan.. i love you..]

23:39

2010年2月16日星期二Y

16/02/2010

guess today is what day?!!

yea:D happy birthday to winsiang!!

last night i back form genting at12am somethings..

then i make a picture to wish his day><>

freaking tired.. lol

yay^^ he likes my picture..xD

and dint think about before.. he tell his sister about this.. lol

that day12/02/10.. i already give him b'day presentxDD

i'm sure that he love it!!><

today he watch movie n having dinner with his cousins..

watch "hua tian xi shi".. lol

today is very boring..

went to sogo and aunt house..

but.. today is his birth..

i'm happy when he happy..

by the way..once again..

happy birthday to winsiang!!

21:09

2010年2月13日星期六Y

today hang out with zii..

ts n sgw..

n!!

i bought a cons!!

this is the 1st pair of cons in my life.. lolxP

freaking happy..

grey in colour..

i plan to buy purple b4 bt i bought grey=="

nice!!

hahaxDD

tomorrow valentines..

sum1 is going to accompany me this day..

feel freaking weird coz is him.. =="

lol

23:42

2010年2月11日星期四Y

returns to single!!

yay^^

returns to single!! i'm free!!

since 28.11.09 till 10.02.10..

this is the 1st time i'm not single so long.. lol

2.5 month..

yea:D it break my love record! the most long in my love part.. with ryan..

but.. unluckly.. it not the most happy in my memories..

ryan treat me well.. at least i guess so..

but i not really feel happy with all of my heart..

i know the facts in the deep of my heart..

ya~ i got feelings with ryan.. but i dont love him..

since the middle of january.. i know i hoping for break.. i know it will come very soon..

lol

10.02.10.. returns to single..

i'm crazy freaking happy..

finally~.. freedom..

i can post what i want to post in facebook or wherever..

do what i hope to do..

think whom i think naturally and wont feel any fault about it..

break with ryan..

i never cry.. no tears.. no sadness..

everyone thought i sure will cry..

but honestly i dint..

finally today i know..

i love single even i dont know.. hahaxDD

08.02.10

i'm happy to be fren wif ws once again..

since last year school holiday 26.11 till 08.02.. we never contact..

but today.. finally i find him..

i say we restart to be fren..

he say ok thnxD

^^ its nice to get his reply..

09.02.10

i sms with ws the 2nd times,,

i feel that we are very enjoyable to sms with each other..

he say he want to quit bmt society nex year..

i say i miss him n i'm vry habit that same club with him.. 3 years in the same club lehh

i'm freaking surprise with his answer..

i din even think tat he will reply lik this..

"yalor i also miss you"

wow~ i'm happy!

super happy n.. wants to cry out almost..

i cnt control myself..

i know that i will fall for him once again..

i still trying hard to control myself nt to fall so fast..

i said b4..

no matters i love him anot..

i will never voice out to him..

aikss..><"

today i say wanna give him b'day present..

he say dnt wan o..

lol i knw he jz wondering ppl misunderstood tat he is the reason why i break with ryan..

i swear he never be the reason to make us broke!

anyway.. i'm giving him the pre 2mr..><

today training.. try to get close to me i knw.. i feel it..

slowly lo.. i will not force him anymore..

jz hope to be fren as well jiu ok dy..

EIKIE

is enjoying her life now^^

20:03

2010年2月7日星期日Y

06.02.2010

today juwei bring camera to school again..

lmaoxDD

we take alot of nice picha>

today..

activities's captain/cai zheng/wen shu meeting..

long time din close wif u since last year school holiday..

since i together with him..

we long time din looking at each other..

today.. is the 1st time i see you more than 1 mins..

lol

and training oso..

when the moment i watch u competition..

suddenly gt 1 feelings..

since pass time till now..

i still very enjoy every second i looking at you..

your any small action, its all enough to make me calm..

lol.

i know i should not take all this..

sorry my babe..

i dont know what i want exactly..

by the way..

i will not do anythings..

i hope you can pull me up..

n pls..

i'm trying hard to control myself not to think about tat one already..

i just hope dont keep saying him to me pls..

let me go!!

i want my MR.Lee!!!

12:44

2010年2月4日星期四Y

03.02.2010 - 04.02.2010

sick already T.T

03/02 dint go to school..zZ

lid on the sofa in front the tv sleep whole day..

my body hot till feel likes on fire!!

super seng fu T.T

stay at home alone.. quite lonely..

although i habit already..

lol

busy sleeping whole day

abit miss babe..

if this second i can depend on his shoulder..

hui told me that he got ask her why i dint come today..

his emotion show up that he miss me.. yay^^

04/02

i dint go to school once again..

some reason is about my bro..

somethings happened on him..

mum ask me dont go to school, stay home and rest..

09:59