19.02.2010
2oday.. saw michelle picture in fb..OMG!!! o.o
she becaome very pretty!!!
oh~! my lovely michelle loupo~><
miss you alot.. miss pass time when we still same school..
but those day.. never come back anymore..
dear, i miss you alot♥
today training..
yay^^ coach bring me a freaking good news!!^^
i went in A team! OMG~!!
hurray^^!! lmaoxDD
add 1 more day for training from march!
then will be.. monday, friday and saturday..
plus school training..
lol i'm taking badminton everyday except wednesday n sunday..
lol.. quite tired.. sumtimes quite lame..
hahahaxDD tats y sumtimes will ponteng.. lol
i'm freaking happy><>
add 1 more day for training.. that means coach will very very focus.. lol
improve as soon lol^^
and.. coach appointed i become the assistant captain when JAN..
same.. with him..
lol.. but he is school team, i'm private team..
ASSISTANT CAPTAIN !! struggle!!><
tomorrow all kc badminton school team visit teacher's house..
hope having a nice day there..
then having dinner with family after this..
hahaxDD suddenly think of.. 17/2 n 18/2 on phone with juwei loupo til another day de 3am!!!
2 panda chatting on phone in the midnight.. lol
we freaking highxDD
long time dint meet already.. miss u alot...
later on phone with her again>
juweis,
if one day you see my bolg..
just wan to let you know..
i'm freaking miss..
[hate that i love you]
lol
herm..
today.."he"said few times [i love you]
am i happy when the moment i hear that?
lol
i dont know..
i like he treat me like this..
i treat him good oso..
but..
how lehh..
quite in trouble..
what should i do..
he say he will wait me..
lol.. i'm a bad girl..
i think.. i'm going to hurt 1 more people again..
sorry..
i love him..
sorry..
yesterday..
ryan's friend confess to me..
lol.
freaking snide..
aikss><"
these few days..
think of ryan..
think of those 75 days what he gave me..
all he gave me..
happy.. he gave me what i hope to get..
but.. not the final things i need..
i cant get it from him?
why?i know.. there's somethings block between us..
when i writing this.. my heart feels sad.. pain? dont know..
going cry.. but not tears seriously..
ryan..
i like you.. as friend as lover..
i dint regret we break..
coz i know you're not the one whom in the deep of my heart..
i will appreciate all the memories with ryan..
last time..
[eikie's baberyan.. i love you..]
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