returns to single!!
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yay^^ returns to single!! i'm free!!
since 28.11.09 till 10.02.10..
this is the 1st time i'm not single so long.. lol
2.5 month..
yea:D it break my love record! the most long in my love part.. with ryan..
but.. unluckly.. it not the most happy in my memories..
ryan treat me well.. at least i guess so..
but i not really feel happy with all of my heart..
i know the facts in the deep of my heart..
ya~ i got feelings with ryan.. but i dont love him..
since the middle of january.. i know i hoping for break.. i know it will come very soon..
lol
10.02.10.. returns to single..
i'm crazy freaking happy..
finally~.. freedom..
i can post what i want to post in facebook or wherever..
do what i hope to do..
think whom i think naturally and wont feel any fault about it..
break with ryan..
i never cry.. no tears.. no sadness..
everyone thought i sure will cry..
but honestly i dint..
finally today i know..
i love single even i dont know.. hahaxDD
08.02.10
i'm happy to be fren wif ws once again..
since last year school holiday 26.11 till 08.02.. we never contact..
but today.. finally i find him..
i say we restart to be fren..
he say ok thnxD
^^ its nice to get his reply..
09.02.10
i sms with ws the 2nd times,,
i feel that we are very enjoyable to sms with each other..
he say he want to quit bmt society nex year..
i say i miss him n i'm vry habit that same club with him.. 3 years in the same club lehh
i'm freaking surprise with his answer..
i din even think tat he will reply lik this..
"yalor i also miss you"
wow~ i'm happy!
super happy n.. wants to cry out almost..
i cnt control myself..
i know that i will fall for him once again..
i still trying hard to control myself nt to fall so fast..
i said b4..
no matters i love him anot..
i will never voice out to him..
aikss..><"
today i say wanna give him b'day present..
he say dnt wan o..
lol i knw he jz wondering ppl misunderstood tat he is the reason why i break with ryan..
i swear he never be the reason to make us broke!
anyway.. i'm giving him the pre 2mr..><
today training.. try to get close to me i knw.. i feel it..
slowly lo.. i will not force him anymore..
jz hope to be fren as well jiu ok dy..
EIKIE
is enjoying her life now^^
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